"DEJA VU"
walk alone...and ready to face the truth...
I need... i need... i need...
frowning...needed what??
My house was not merely quite but eerily still. My dad had taken my sisters to school..mum went to do some stuff at her office..but this childless silence was more than just a condition. it had substance...the air felt heavy with it.
Outside, the breezy and windy day was as hushed as the house. At the only window of my second-floor study, the wide louvers of the plantation shutters were ajar. Sunlight slanted between angled slats, imprinting the bench and carpet with narrow red-gold stripes as lustrous as fox fur... Sometimes i hate dusk! i hate this darker stage of twilight...i always had an eerie sense of deja vu at this moment...the feeling of deja vu can be a good thing sometimes, but it so unpleasant when it happens to me during dusk...dull during dusk!
Perhaps the silent seemed unnaturally deep only because the house had been filled with noise and bustle since Friday evening, when the schools had closed for the weekend break and my the one and the only brother came back from his hostel..great feeling when i met him..i missed them all...i should have gone to the mall with them to have the awesome window shopping..haha!at least we have spent one night at Puncak Lui, Hulu Langat and played with awesome mist on top of the hill when the sun raised!!during dawn, right after we finished perform prayer, we couldn't even see what is happening 10meters in front us outside the chalet because it was dreadfully foggy...such a vast and amazing panoramic view that u can catch up there!!
[with flash!! cool!! isn't it?]
[ the magnificence of Allah, the Lord]
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confident spirit... i need u to be as my soul at this moment!!!!
that 'thing' poached my heart,,, i know it is expected but urghhh,,,it is badly painful~~i think i just fell down into the rabbit hole and i found it.
well, guess IT"S TIME TO FACE THE MUSIC NOW!!! i need confident...i need...i need...
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