Stand UP and Speak OUT!

Brothers and sisters, read this :)

2010-10-22T12:22:00.004+08:00

4 golongan lelaki ke neraka ...

Pertama:- 'Ayahnya' - Apabila seseorang yang bergelar ayah tidak memperdulikan anak-anak perempuannya di dunia.Dia tidak memberikan segala keperluan agama seperti mengajar solat, mengaji dan sebagainya.Dia membiarkan anak-anak perempuannya tidak menutup aurat.. tidak cukup kalau dengan hanya memberi kemewahan dunia sahaja maka dia akan ditarik oleh anaknya.

Kedua:- 'Suaminya' - Apabila seorang suami tidak memperdulikan tindak tanduk isterinya. Bergaul bebas di pejabat,memperhiaskan diri bukan untuk suami tapi untuk pandangan kaum lelaki yang bukan mahram,apabila suami mendiamkan di

ri.. Walaupun dia seorang alim (solat tidak tangguh, puasa tidak tinggal)maka dia akan ditarik oleh isterinya.

Ketiga:- 'Abang-abangnya' - Apabila ayahnya sudah tiada, tanggungjawab menjaga maruah wanita jatuh kepala abang-abangnya.. jikalau mereka hanya mementing keluarganya sahaja dan adik perempuannya dibiar melencong dari ajaran ISLAM. Tunggulah tarikan adiknya di akhirat.

Keempat:-' Anak Lelakinya' - Apabila seorang anak

tidak menasihati seorang ibu perihal kelakuan yang haram dari Islam, maka anak itu akan disoal dan dipertangungjawabkan diakhirat kelak.. Nantikan tarikan ibunya.

Maka kita lihat betapa hebatnya tarikan wanita bukan sahaja di dunia malah di akhirat pun tarikannya begitu hebat...maka kaum lelaki yang bergelar ayah / suami / abang atau anak harus memainkan peranan mereka yang sebenar tidak

silap firman ALLAH S.W.T.:-

" Hai anak adam peliharakanlah diri kamu serta ahli kamu dari api neraka,di mana bahan pembakarnya ialah manusia dan batu-batu.."

Hai wanita, kasihankan ayah anda, suami anda,abang-abang anda serta anak-anak lelaki anda..Kesiankanlah mereka dan juga diri kamu sendiri..jalankan perintah ALLAH S.W.T. dengan bersungguh-sungguh dan dengan penuh ikhlas..

Akhir kata, marilah kita berdoa agar kita semua terselamat dari ditarik dan tertarik oleh mana-mana pihak. Harga seseorang muslim adalah sangat berharga.

ALLAH S.W.T. nilaikan seseorang muslim dengan SYURGA.. semua kaum muslim masuk syurga..janganlah kita membuang atau tidak mengendah janji ALLAH S.W.T.

Semoga kita semua tergolong dari ahli syurga yang memasukinya tanpa hisab.

AMIN YARABBALALAMIN.

p/s: I found this in Facebook. Something good to read :) Courtesy of Islamic Glory's Wall. [link]

RESPECT

2010-10-21T19:43:00.010+08:00

The more i ignore, the more i feel the pain...you hurt me so badly... but somehow, i dont think u realize that what u did to me was a real pain! I MEAN IT!! I REALLY DO! but you know perfectly well it was wrong!u know u shouldnt do that, but u expect people like me has no heart feeling...what kind of human are u? At this stage, i dont think IGNORANCE IS A BLISS ANYMORE.

If u think im a total dumbass, i would like to ask u who dyu think u are huh??! a brilliant clever freak?! a genius old man? Albert Einstein II or what? tell me who u are??! at the first place, I did and still, do respect u like a real brother who way older than me because i been trained like that, but u poach that respect. Your age doesnt even portrait an attitude that someone like u should behave. NOT AT ALL, the way u treat people who wayyyy wayyy younger than u was so wrong! CHILDISH i have to say! U yelled at me in front of public, u screamed like a total moron to me, u been planning to embarrass me in front of people, what are y'all been thinking huh?! Seriously, this is not something funny! Even-though while u make fool of myself, u were laughing like a witch, but deep in my heart it was so hurt. y'all hv to know that. Please people, if i get exploded after been keeping this pain, u wont ever recognize who is the real 'hudzaifah' anymore. That's why i wont let it happens. Seriously guys, if i were in age 25 or 27 like u, behave like the way u are now, i'll think that PRE-PRIMARY SCHOOL is the best place to be, University level is way too far to reach...too far...come on guys, y'all failed to respect me, i gave y'all a second chance after the S'pore trip and obviously u didnt appreciate that,. As a consequence, starting from now on, there is NO respect u deserve to get from me. I may act like nothing happened when i face y'all but..but..arghhh..FTW! Sometimes i think y'all just like small kids which need a proper surveillance from their parents. Imagine how embarrassing it would be!!
Guys, get a move on! IT'S AGE OF MATURITY..!

p/s : im talking about these two fellas, NOT about another one friend which almost the same age as me :) you know who you are.

let's shake it up a little!

2010-03-12T22:44:00.009+08:00

UPDATING....

Alright...alright...that's all i can tell y'all why i didnt update my blog...actually, there are lots of things to say, to write, and and to tell y'all about what i've been doing within this 5 months break without any entries in this blog..yea..it seems completely ignored by me... in fact, yes totally.. :(

okay, im gonna put a little update here...and some recaps of my events and activities...since my semester has started for 2weeks already, i cant really write so many things because y'all know right....life as an architecture student aint that free to give a total attention for blogging...i got a lot of better things to do...i know it sounds bad, as if blogging is just wasting my time, actually not for y'all, just for me,i repeat it just myself... once i opened 'blogspot.com', im gonna make a tour to all around the world, meaning that im gonna go to some of my friend's blogs and read their entries...because they are really good in writing entries for their blogs..i adore them so much! keep it up!

due to that, i wasted my time that supposedly belongs to my assignments...lol...ermm, even though i think nobody read my blog, i guess it doesnt matter...i know maybe some of y'all may think my blog is just full of shits but i dont mind cuz that's ur own opinion and i do respect it. btw,enjoy reading my thoughts yea! hv fun!

**it may takes some times to recall everything back...lol...y'all gotta wait for the next post yea! haha..sorry for this inconvenience**

Jom Balik Kampung! VIDEO!

2009-09-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

HAIYYA BINA!!

As the crescent moon is sighted and we celebrate the joyous occasion of Eid Fitr... May Allah bless us with happiness and grace our home with warmth and peace!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Let's spend a few minutes to watch this video..it's really give a great impact on u about how important are people who been waiting for u at the kampung.. who love u so much than everyone beside u do...

this is pathetic, isn't it??
uhh..it really touched...

taken in 2007
journey to Kelantan Darul Naim
(it was a long journey,,,12 hours on board...really tiring!)

Salaam people! Berhati-hati di jalan raya yea!!

Last message :: for bad drivers...

I found a solution for bad drivers. Ya know the ones that speed and think nobody's paying attention. The ones that brake, and give a signal as they are turning! Take your old blow dryer to a nearby town where nobody knows you, park off the road in a safe spot, but where the drivers can see you. Point your blowdryer at oncoming cars and watch the fools slow down. Be careful, they might think you're a terrorist.

~~haha, i know this is lame~~

hey LAMEOS!!!

2009-09-15T13:52:00.005+08:00

SHOUTOUT to all LAMEOS members,

don't forget about tonight!! attendance is COMPULSORY... it's part of our event of the year! hehe :P

:::message from member of legislature (kahkahkah!)

September 11... do u still remember?

2009-09-11T23:30:00.006+08:00

MEMORIAL

[WTC, September 11 2001]

Do u still remember what was happening on 11th September few years back?? The shockwaves from this senseless tragedy were felt all over the world. For the sake of brotherhood in Islam, my deepest sympathy, may u all find peace. They will never be forgotten. No matter whether those who were death were Muslims or Non-Muslims... Only God knows how sincere my condolence would like to be expressed on the loss of those victims...

Included are victims for whom AP has confirmed the death with named local or federal government officials, the person's family, a named spokesman for the person's employer or a named funeral home official. In the case of confirmation by family members, victims are included when the family member is definitive that the person is dead or that the family considers the person dead.

[is it still exist?] ...imagine if it is...

Eisley - Invasion : Live on Fearless Music

2009-09-11T20:46:00.008+08:00

I

heart

EISLEY!!

the song : invasion
i think their vocals are flawless and adorable... if u don't think so, back off! they are mine! haha! if u do, Hi5!!

Stacy DuPree - Keyboard, vocals, guitar
Chauntelle DuPree - Lead guitar and on occasion, vocals
Garron DuPree - Bass
Weston DuPree - Drums
Sherri DuPree - Rhythm guitar and vocals

...Eisley is a rock band from Tyler, Texas. They are actually consisting of four siblings and their cousin...

click this [link]

On Earth

2009-09-10T09:50:00.001+08:00

Look at this...Look!!! Doesn't it amazing??

The super chameleon shows his super camouflaging powers.

okay, are u done with that one?

hold on!! hold on!!

i got one more, they just not only a chameleon.. they are....

the rappers too!! haha!

Great Interview!

2009-09-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

hey people!! I'm TIRED!! "i wish i could just shout this out to let all the lecturers know that I'm freaking tired now!" tomorrow is the interim critic session for Project 1- site office... at this moment. i have no progress other that some sketches that i provided for last week's tutorial session..hey, I'm not gonna show that seriously!! **unfortunately, that's the only thing u have la hud** according to Mr. Harris's 'black'-email **laughing** that i just received, we have to pin-up proper layout plans, elevations, sections, and etc...etc...etc..bla..bla! but i just got some sketches that may show my the concept of the site office.. **sigh** hey hud, u have to work it out man!!

What made me tired?? haha,,,that's the point of what I'm writing here,,,hehe! This morning my group (Leon, Vivien, and Chyong Mei) and I had a great interview with one of the officer who in charge on the building that we suppose to study on... tht' was my 3rd time dealing with some great people...great feeling at this moment! :D Actually, this interview is for Building Science 202 assignment... They (the management) had given us the awesome feedback and good cooperation throughout the interview...We talked to the architect of that building itself, we went to the site..Wooahh!! Seriously that blew my mind!! And now, my mind has blew by this thing and has gone nowhere...haha! Hey hud, focus on design!! FOCUS!! FOCUS!!!

Leon, Vivien, and Chyong Mei, We did it very well!! yeah!!

about life

2009-08-27T11:25:00.005+08:00

LIFE

life is so damned disorderly, things just happen, and there doesn't seem any point to so much of what we go through. Sometimes it seems the world's a madhouse. Storytelling condenses life, gives it order. Stories have beginnings, middles, ends. And when a story's over, it meant something, by God, maybe not something complex, maybe what it had to say was simple, even naive, but there was meaning. and that gives us hope, it's a medicine.

the medicine of hope

or maybe I'm just full of shit

**sigh**

Langkawi Flash!

2009-08-26T01:02:00.001+08:00

credits to Jesmie and Emy for the nice photos...
THANK YOU 10000x!!!!!!!

first four photos from Jes...
fifth and sixth from Emy...
and the last three from my camera... :D

in the photos : Audi, Hilman, Jesmie, Amliy, Hud, Chuin Yoong, Melissa, Jin Shan, and Emy...

Langkawi Trip

2009-08-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

I'm just dropping by to put a little update about Langkawi Trip... In brief,, it was FUN but kinda relax(it should be very busy) since that was a site visit that needed to produce a real site analysis..even though we made it, I'm still not satisfied with my work...

17th August 2009
i started my journey from Ampang... at 6.00pm i skipped a Btech class and reached Ampang around 8.00pm after got something from Seri Kembangan... i packed up everything(just simply grab some shits to put in my bag)... My sister sent me to LRT Ampang at 10.10pm..There u go Hud!! that was my first time went to Pudu Terminal alone...When i reached, nobody was there except for those anonymous...written there, my Bus ticket will be on 11.30pm, MaraLiner Bus..Finally, we (jes, hilman, audi, nurin&boyfriend, aimi&boyfriend, yaya&boyfriend, and me) entered the bus and started our journey!! yay!

18th August 2009
we arrived Kuala Perlis at 5.30am..tell u this, the bus driver's skill was really bloody amazing..damn fast like he was drifting on the road...then, we walked to the Jetty. It was not open yet because too early..we took a first ferry which was on 7.00am...fuuuuhhh, once i get into the platform, i could smell the salty sandy beach!! waa..erm, the ferry sit was truly uncomfortable...i sat on that sit with out of proportion...*sigh* we were inside the ferry for 1 1/2 hours...pretty slow actually..in fact, yes it was!! once we get there, Langkawi, feel truly awesome!! nice!We took a cab and it drove us to Langkawi Boutique Hotel (3stars hotel only). We checked-in and get the room key...the Hotel really ada style...it worth it!! i paid RM 120 for 4days 3nights (sharing with 4persons) -Jes, Hilman, Audi, and I...Regarding to the schedule we supposed to attend the meeting at 2.oopm...but it just on the paper...akhirnya, the meeting was held only with group leaders and after that no more meeting..the group leader just sorted out the task to all group members...that easy~so, we spent our day by walking around the beach and had some photography session among us... :D

[Langkawi Boutique Hotel]

[Chenang Beach view]

19th August 2009
The real site visit has begun!!we analyzed a lot of components. My task was 'Local Authorities Requirements'..i was working with Aaron and Munshi..They are really a great team-mate!! The site is at Tanjung Rhu...one of the beach that has the beauty essence of Langkawi... I had a bout ride tour around the islands near Tanjung Rhu...it was a nature marine Eco tours actually..there are some places that i have visited, firstly, i saw dolphins!!! omg,my first time!! plenty of them...! and then pusing2 around the forest surrounded by lime stone formation...next, we went to floating Fish-Farm, Bat Cave, Crocodile Cave, and finally we fed the eagles!! i saw closely those eagles!! they finished the food within 30seconds..that was really fast!! After that, we continued the analysis until 6.oopm...while waiting to see the sunset, we played around the beach during the low tide...photography again~haha!we were there until 8.00pm...once we returned at the hotel, straight away continued with group work until 1.00am...

[sunset at Tanjung Rhu]

20th August 2009
PRESENTATION DAY! we continued working at 10.00am till 5.00pm...At last, Group 7 has finished everything!! we worked together really well! Presentation session finished at 7.30pm after Mr.Harris, Mr.Gary and Mr.Hailane gave some positive comments and also negative comments...I was wondering, where is my tutor?? Mr. Tan Chee Don, where are u?? my group conducted by Ferry(group leader) and he managed to make us confident with everything that we asked to do... thumbs up Ferry and also Jes!!! After that, i joined Emy, Mel, Verne, Cy, and Jin Shan watched the sunset again at Pantai Chenang...

[sunset at Chenang Beach]

21st August 2009
Our last day in Langkawi... i woke up, breakfast, and get prepared to check-out from the hotel. We checked-out at 12pm. Amily went back earlier than us, at 7am i guess.. after that, we went to the site again...had a last simple analysis about that place...just tell u this, our site was totally different at the middle of the day... it was the high tide period!! the day before was the low tide period...i could see lots of differences!!! low tide and high tide could change the character of that place...After that, we went to the jetty and bought the ticket (scheduled at 7pm). while waiting for the ferry, we went to shop at Kuah Town... i spent some cash for chocolates!! the price is so un-bloody-lievable!! very cheap compared to the normal price..fuuhh..! at 6.50pm, we entered the ferry and enroute to Kuala Perlis...it took an hour to get there..We reached at 8.10pm.. then. we had a dinner at KFC...after that, straightaway enroute to the bus station. Our bus at 10.30pm and we arrived in KL around 5.ooam...

22nd August 2009
Yay!! here i come, KL!! puasa...jangan lupa... we sahur at Mamak stall nearby there..i had no appetite to take any food..so i just ordered Teh Tarik...Nurin&Aimi got themselves into the taxi and went back...Hilman, Audi, and Yaya&boyfriend went back to Seri Kembangan by someone's car. and Jes straightaway bought the bus ticket to go to Malacca...and I?? i took a LRT from Pudu to Ampang...akhirnya sampai Ampang...then tidur... :)

Langkawi, i will make my way here again

Ahlan Wasahlan Ramadhan

2009-08-23T23:27:00.001+08:00

From Fasting to Feasting...

Ahlan Wasahlan Ramadhan!! once i arrived KL yesterday from Langkawi, bulan puasa sudah tiba sudah...tidak sempat mahu sentuh makanan KL lah..btw, Happy Ramadhan to u all...

For this Ramadhan... I am asking for HIS Forgiveness and YOUR Forgiveness...Together we strengthen our Ukhuwah!

wake up from a long sleep

2009-08-15T22:12:00.007+08:00

EXPERIENCE

huh!! i lost my direction in this blog...haha! actually i just recovered from a busy-buzz brain fever a.k.a went trough a few tiring weeks [hentam saja the word]...okay, okay.. let's shake it up a little!! i'm gonna update this blog soon...and yeah,,for the missed events i will update regarding to the date...but maybe not all..it depends on my mood.. :P kinda getting to the bottom of this because those events were so awesome and unforgettable..it gave a lotsa new experiences that will be a memory till death!!! experience makes a real me :)

you may redeem yourself!

2009-08-13T02:57:00.002+08:00

you started it...and now, people ask you to stop...because we know you can make it happen!
"ms.dy don't get yourself into this f*k**ra's trap...you can find the way out...we trust you!"

STOP

To the girl named F*k**ra,,, perhaps u may read this... u are such a grade one a-hole with a severe attitudinal problem!!! Please stop spoiling other people... bertaubat la weyh!!! We won't harm u if u admits all your mistakes and wrongness... May Allah shows u the way to get back into the right path… InsyaAllah…FYI, u just get me psychotic! get everyone psychotic!!! When I look from ur profile trough myspace that you're devilishly pretty and your name intrigues me… haiz, I don’t say I’m very perfect enough to advice u, don’t get me wrong, aku hanya berpesan-pesan sesama manusia...itu je yg aku boleh buat...

In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

By (the Token of) Time (through the ages),

Verily Man is in loss,
Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy.

103. Surah Al-'Asr (The Time)

The easiest Interpretation...

For the glory of Allah, the Merciful One Who is endlessly Beneficent, and Who Graciously rewards those who live in Divine harmony,

There is no time to waste!
Truly any person has strayed from the [straight] path
Unless they believe [in Allah], do works of righteousness, encourage one another by means of divine Truth, and encourage one another through patient perseverance.

103. Surah Al-'Asr (The Time)

SMART SOLAT CAMP 2 -

2009-08-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...well done!! we made it!! we made it!! woohoo!! Smart Solat Camp 2 at Masjid Al-Ehsan, Hulu Langat has achieved the objective!! i bet it does! well-planned schedule for committees and most of the participants are so have a good manner compared to previous batch...i guess no need to mention which batch...find it yourself! haiz..completely different! maybe one of the reason is due to the amount of the participant way lesser than the previous one... it was only about 40 participants... yes, that's why!! this time, i had my own people, Group 3 (Saidina Ali) Adik2, you guys are really great!! to adik Shahrul, Syafiq, Nabil, Ismail, and Hazriq... adik2 mmg dengar cakap abg! budak baik semua :) ! This is one of the best memory in August!!

[will upload the photos a.s.a.p. Now I'm having a problem with my camera]

from HER...

2009-08-05T21:04:00.003+08:00

who can deny the heart that is yearning???

[perfume:: it happens to be the first gift for my birthday...thx hulfa]

from HER...
my POP PRINCESS

I think you're radical
But you're a star and I'm fanatical

Guys, if you're looking for inspiration, think about this. Where would you be without your girlfriend? Have you ever tried sharing feelings with your buddies? They just don't get it, and they would laugh at you anyway. But sometimes they do, that's the real friend!! Be thankful that you have someone that you can be vulnerable with. Having a woman in your life is the ultimate gift. Your bodies fit together because your souls fit together and you're meant to be together. Say thank you to your girlfriend. Tell her how grateful you are that she is in your life.

You were hiding in a darkened stall
Waiting on your curtain call
Getting your piece of mind
But I was looking past the glossy stare
I knew who was really there And I'd like to spend some time

THANKS FOR TODAY, DEAR...

hulfa '09

HOLIDAY IS OVER

2009-08-04T19:43:00.001+08:00

i will start a new script...new page...insyaAllah everything will be new...new attitude?

OVER

My holiday for this semester gonna be over soon!! time runs too fast~~ i still got things have to be done before I start a new semester...at the same time, i can't live without 24hours Internet connection ON... My parent's place, Ampang has the Internet connection but it's freaking slow and sluggish...sometimes i pissed off and straightaway shut it down...but sometimes it's really2 fast! [it's REALLY SOMETIMES]... Tomorrow is my registration day...cant wait to meet all friends!! leon, djah, fran, roy, vivi, cy, mun2, jin shan, dvoon, naz, wan, syafiq, iza, and some other friends are not listed but seriously miss u all damn much!!

5th August 2009 - registration for FABE students
10th August 2009 - class begins....

SMART SOLAT CAMP 1 - be on top with no preparation

2009-08-03T00:22:00.001+08:00

how can it be perfect?? we are spanking new in this kind of event...but did try to make perfect!!

i keep repeating this sentence in deep inside my heart...I didn't voice it out because i assume people would understand the situation...But in fact, they don't! my first experience being a committee for an event organized by Jabatan Agama Islam Selangor (JAIS) and it conducted by IQRA' Educare Centre [a consultant for that event].I was under IQRA' consultant, we call this event "SMART SOLAT CAMP" actually this camp is about to teach, tell, and educate students especially teenagers how to perform solat with the right way and stuff like that with the theory and practical. Seriously, that was totally a new environment for me. I had to control about 110 students (9-17 years old) and of course not me the only one, it was 8 of us. I spent my early August(1-2 August 2009) at Masjid Al-Aman, Ampang. It was very fun playing and talking with those kids and teenagers...get to know with them make feel like I'm in their ages..hehe :D

In brief, it was kind of messed up because I think we didn't touch the goal, we didn't achieve the objective of this event due to lack of committees and most of the participants were super hyper-active and aggressive. Indeed, we didn't have enough time to get prepared for that. I mean we need to have a short briefing (at least) among IQRA' committees before jumping into the lagoon. The night before, yes, we had a briefing with PAKSI (another consultant) but it was at 11.30pm until 1.30am due to PAKSI's committees yang sangat lah lambat that time. Because of that, we didn't have a meeting among us(IQRA' committees)!

So, to the person who said IQRA' committees are weak and failed to conduct this event, u better stay behind the barricade because we've not done yet!still have another two SMART SOLAT CAMPs (at Hulu Langat & Teras Jernang) that will be conducted by us because we have learned from the lesson and 'improvement' is the center of the attention now! :)

5 Science 1 '06 [REUNION]

2009-08-02T17:09:00.002+08:00

3 events clashed!!

SMART SOLAT CAMP, Ampang
REUNION SMKHK, class of 2006, Pavilion, KL
ISA DEMONSTRATION, Masjid Jamek, KL

These are the events that i had to attend actually...but i could make only 2 of them..I missed the demonstration[saya yang ajak, tidak datang pula.. haiz!]...that wasn't purposely not to attend but seriously 1st August gave a big impulse on me...impossible to make it happen at the same hour! maybe we can kill 2 birds with one stone but not double vultures with one arrow...for me it hardly ever happened. As a final point i decided to attend Smart Solat Camp [because it compulsory for me] but i took an excuse to leave the camp only for few hours from 12pm till 5pm... i rushed to Pavilion, KL and without delay we gathered at Pizza Hut. Before that, I met Syahera at one hotel nearby there. I don't really remember what hotel but that is a shop-lot hotel. [syahera malu nak pergi Pavilion sorang2 cuz of a 'lame accuse', jadi saya teman dia, then pergi sama2...so jangan ckp kami berdating :P ]...

That gathering was really10000x FUN and EXCITING!!! attendance was great and unexpected. Around 20 friends turned up!!!! we talked a lots and crap-ing non-stop!! haha!! here i got few photos from my camera..take a look!! ^^

These are the people who has grabbed my attention during the gathering... [jeng3! calon2nya ialah...]

Adini, Ur hair is so cool!!!
Suzie, U are so HOT!
Shoba is totally different with her short hair...
Marcus, remains the same...
and Vanu, she's kinda blonde!!!!!!

Anyway, thumbs up to Shoba!! u did a very good job and well-planned gathering!! *hugs* ^^

OUR VOICE

2009-07-31T17:16:00.004+08:00

"VOICES"

Tomorrow, 1st August 2009, all Malaysian called to come to Masjid Jamek, Istana Negara and some other places to protest against the Internal Security Act (ISA). Basically, what do you know about I.S.A? ISA is a preventive detention law in force in Malaysia. In essence, it allows for the arrest of any person without the need for trial in certain defined circumstances. But people, I.S.A enactment today is 110% carried away by the government in a different way of how exactly it supposed to be. It gone wrong and violence is the point!!

Due to the alleged draconian nature of the ISA, several human rights organisations and opposition political parties have strongly criticised the act and called for its repeal. With the voice of more than 50 000 people tomorrow will urge the Malaysian Government to release all detainees still in custody under the ISA and together we urge them to abolish the ISA immediately!! Many political activists in the past have been detained for more than a decade because of this unbelievable enactment. So, what are you people are waiting for? do your part!

In conjunction with the new concept which is 1 Malaysia or what-so-ever, it so-called 1 Voice, what is the meaning of it if the state still using ISA by detaining persons without trial and without any form of judicial process?

WE NEED YOUR VOICE TO END ISA!!!

tired sudah...

2009-07-30T04:41:00.003+08:00

"SATISFACTION"

YES I AM!! I am very satisfied with my new blog template!!! i made it very well i guess :P, didn't i?? [perasan kan?] haha~~i have discovered few new widgets :) and yeah,extremely tired right right now..but i can't sleep..i'm afraid i'm not gonna wake up for morning prayer (subuh)...and then get scolded by my mum later on if i miss it..i need to shut down this laptop..its fans are starting to make some noise and i can feel the heat on this keypad.in fact, yes it is very hot!!!

actually, i started editing this template at 11.15am yesterday morning after i spoilt my own blog and i was on track until 4.50am...and finally it's done!! i feel very sad cuz i lost my chit chatting box...overlook those great conversations in there and some precious advises from Kak AidaNadia...i miss her, indeed.. :(

Btw, i keep looking at my homepage cuz i like it so much as if I don't believe with what i hAvE done a moment ago...not a moment actually, i took about almost 1 whole day to complete it...Yes, I am proud and of course satisfied!! but still sangat kagum dengan other blogger who can produce better blogs!! thumbs up to u people!! :)

p/s: to DJah and Kak Aida, i will reply ur message(in chatting box) tomorrow okay! ^_^

crap!!

2009-07-29T11:15:00.005+08:00

arghhh!!

WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BLOG????

it spoilt!!

i lost my friends list, chit chat box, music, watch and stuff that incandescently important!!

this is utterly crap!!

**sigh**

those who have dropped few messages into the chit chat box, i apologise profusely and I'm also so grateful to u all !!

sometimes i'm being too fastidious that's why i keep changing the template until i lost a lotsa things...

[ in a process of exploring some new features in this new troublesome template but it's very nice!! :P ]

A for Avatar

2009-07-25T23:33:00.009+08:00

"RECAP"

hey...uhh~~im not gonna cart off my hand from typing out something about the eclipse..i love eclipse!! it is such a great and wonderful nature phenomenon that everyone of us at least must put a little attention on it... as i said in my previous entry, this phenomenon reminds me to one of the Avatar: The Last Airbender's episode which is "the eclipse"... for those who love to watch Avatar, i bet u would like to read this entry from the beginning till the end ^^... we gotta sneak a look at this few recaps that i took from it... and again, it just all about the eclipse :) ...

briefly, an eclipse of the Sun occurs when the Earth passes through the Moon's shadow. A total eclipse of the Sun takes place only during a new moon, when the Moon is directly between the Sun and the Earth. When a total eclipse does occur, the Moon's shadow covers only a small portion of the Earth, where the eclipse is visible. As the Moon moves in its orbit, the position of the shadow changes, so total solar eclipses usually only last a minute or two in a given location.

argh..no need to talk about science!!put it aside!! ( i know ur instinct is speaking :P )...back to Avatar...The heroes(Aang, Katara, Toph, and Sokka) discovered information about solar eclipse which would leave the Fire Nation powerless and open to invasion. This is the time where the whole Fire Lord's assassins are powerless!! and it is the most suitable time to conquer the Fire Nation!! yeah!! unfortunately, the invasion that has been planned by Sokka(from the Southern Water Tribe) couldn't make as what it supposed to be... Haizzz..my favorite character, Azula, princess of Fire Nation and a Firebending prodigy destroyed any hope of a large-scale invasion of the Fire Nation..geram kan? but i adore her ;P !!! haha! anyway, enjoy!

[the eclipse]

[heading toward the Fire Nation]

[katara and her father]

[the invasion]

[the invasion was failed]

[yeah,,this is Azula ^^]

this morning till midnight, my brother and i have squandered our day watching the whole Avatar's episodes again!!! haha,,this is our 3rd time!!! tell u what, nothing and nobody could stop us from watching them all over again..LOL~and obviously, we cant finish them all by a day..it needs at least 2days i guess..my desktop needs to take a break too.. :) it worn-out babe..

"we lose today, but we never been this close... we tasted the victory, and that comes for something"

solar eclipse

2009-07-23T10:06:00.008+08:00

AMAZING ECLIPSE!!

[ total solar eclipse]

[ different stages of the total solar eclipse ]

Millions watch as the century's longest solar eclipse cuts a wide swath across the continent...it was 6 minutes and 39 seconds!!that was very long!! omg!! hey guys, just imagine u can see this eclipse!!! the amazing creature and this was happened once in a blue moon!! i wish i was in India to watch this eclipse!! here, i would like to share with u about the mythologies regarding to this solar eclipse...

In Hindu mythology, an eclipse is said to be caused when a dragon-demon swallows the sun, while another myth says the sun's rays during an eclipse can harm unborn children. i just don't know how true this statement could influence their thinking... But when the sky started to darken, everyone rushed out into the schoolyard, cheering and applauding. that gonna be interesting if it was happened in Malaysia but we can see only 8% of that eclipse..uhh~~well,,at least there is a small percentage there..hehhe! another mythology from Buddhist Temple in a Thai capital Bangkok, "The eclipse is bad omen for the country,"....the truth?? God knows best...For the Muslim, is this one of the sign of a Day of Judgment?? The Day of Judgment represents God's mercy, justice, and power, which we all humans need. This day is what we need now and what we will face later :) -this is my own opinion..i still hvnt done a complete research..this is just a preface of it ^^ anyway, i wish i have a chance to see this one of the most spectacular of nature's phenomenon.

***actually, this phenomenon reminds me to one of the Avatar: The Last Air Bender 's episode which is "the eclipse". For those who have watched this episode, I'm in ur team bebeh (pointing a finger on u)!! haha!

***and for those who really love to know about the prediction of all 12 zodiac signs regarding to this eclipse, u can check this out. click on the link below,it just fun!! ^^

http://www.examiner.com/x-11705-NY-Holistic-Body--Spirit-Examiner~y2009m7d21-Total-Solar-Eclipse-July-22-2009-Predictions-for-all-12-zodiac-signs

truth is painful

2009-07-13T19:57:00.004+08:00

"DEJA VU"

walk alone...and ready to face the truth...

I need... i need... i need...

instinct told me that something important had happened only a moment ago, just out of my sight, perceived subliminally.

frowning...needed what??

*************************

My house was not merely quite but eerily still. My dad had taken my sisters to school..mum went to do some stuff at her office..but this childless silence was more than just a condition. it had substance...the air felt heavy with it.

Outside, the breezy and windy day was as hushed as the house. At the only window of my second-floor study, the wide louvers of the plantation shutters were ajar. Sunlight slanted between angled slats, imprinting the bench and carpet with narrow red-gold stripes as lustrous as fox fur... Sometimes i hate dusk! i hate this darker stage of twilight...i always had an eerie sense of deja vu at this moment...the feeling of deja vu can be a good thing sometimes, but it so unpleasant when it happens to me during dusk...dull during dusk!

Perhaps the silent seemed unnaturally deep only because the house had been filled with noise and bustle since Friday evening, when the schools had closed for the weekend break and my the one and the only brother came back from his hostel..great feeling when i met him..i missed them all...i should have gone to the mall with them to have the awesome window shopping..haha!at least we have spent one night at Puncak Lui, Hulu Langat and played with awesome mist on top of the hill when the sun raised!!during dawn, right after we finished perform prayer, we couldn't even see what is happening 10meters in front us outside the chalet because it was dreadfully foggy...such a vast and amazing panoramic view that u can catch up there!!

[i can't see my chalet down there...foggy]

[with flash!! cool!! isn't it?]

[ the magnificence of Allah, the Lord]

*************************

confident spirit... i need u to be as my soul at this moment!!!!

that 'thing' poached my heart,,, i know it is expected but urghhh,,,it is badly painful~~i think i just fell down into the rabbit hole and i found it.

well, guess IT"S TIME TO FACE THE MUSIC NOW!!! i need confident...i need...i need...

simple or real?

2009-07-04T00:45:00.011+08:00

"REAL OR SIMPLE?"

Real friends??
What makes a real friend? you grew up together , went to school together or maybe shared those crazy times in your life exploring who you both are and what you want out of life. well,,my point of view bout 'friend' is,, friends can be and could be anything..that's sucks when u have such a freak friend. if i were u, sometimes i feel like i want to kick her/his ass off!! hey girls and dudes, get ur asses away from me! back off people!!haha~~[that's so not me]

so how do you know if you are real friends or just a simple friends??

* A simple friend has never seen you cry.
* A real friend has shoulders soggy and mushy from your tears.
....but i never ever cried in front of my friend,,,"act macho" haha~~! maybe for some of my girl-friends this is a very2 good way for u ladies!...

* A simple friend doesn't know your parent's first names.
* A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
....great to have this kind of true friend...but they never had!

* A simple friend brings a bouquet of flowers to your party
* A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

...both of these friends are good but remember who really care about how the party goes, even though that's not her/his own party but it shows how concern he/she is...right [not so sure bout this] ?

* A simple friend hates it when u call after she has gone to bed.
* A real friend ask you why you took so long to call.

...feel sucks when u need someone to talk to,,but that person refuses to do it so..but real friend does not care bout time and as long as she/he knows that u are happy when she/he is happy..if u feel sad..he/she is willing to cure that sadness..time is not a matter here!

* A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
* A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

...haha,,,this is so true..even myself can't avoid this...it is so hard to be a real friend like that..i wish i can be like that,, [maybe not yet]

* A simple friend wonders about your romantic history
* A real friend could blackmail you with it.

...agree?

* A simple friend, when visiting, acts like guest.
* A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
...hahahaha,,am i your real friend?? [refers to my friends who i hv visited her/his house]

* A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when u have an argument.
* A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

...ok, this is a very strong point about 'friend' when it starts and when it is over?? "friend forever" plays a role here,,,have anyone heard about friendship is over? if the simple friend thinks that way (argument breaks a relationship)...he/she shows how immature she/he is..there is an antidote for every disease and it same goes to the argument and problem..no matter how dramatic is ur argument,,there's a lot of ways to solve it...that's the time to face the music! call her/him...do confess and solve it as a professional not immature!

* A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
* A real friend expects to always be there for you.
... Ok..lets go straight to the main point…that is really hurt when u know ppl who u treat them as real friends leave u behind…how do u feel anyway?? don’t u feel mad?? They don’t get behind the fellow…!! And once they did this,,nobody can cure that madness...they just know how to exacerbate it...but they dont know how to cure...unless they know what ‘real friend’ means for that fellow.. [such a very vague statement...get the point?]

Now don't get me wrong. it's good to have simple friends, as they are fun and offer another network of people to socialize with.

But you can't bet real friends, can u admit that u are??

CRITICAL WEEKS!!

2009-06-08T05:55:00.005+08:00

yeah!!!!!!my temperature is rising to the max!!!!

this week is gonna be a very busy week for me..seriously,,i got 1001 assigments and exams that hv to be done within this week and next week..here they are,,,

ARCHICAD DRAWING 8th JUNE 2009
BUILDING TECHNOLOGY (TOILET DRAWING) 8th JUNE 2009
BUILDING SCIENCE (BOARDS) 8th JUNE 2009
CULTURE (EXAM) 9th JUNE 2009
CULTURE (RESEARCH ESSAY) 9th JUNE 2009
BUILDING SCIENCE (EXAM) 10th JUNE 2009
BUILDING TECHNOLOGY (EXAM) 11th JUNE 2009
BUILDING TECHNOLOGY (PICNIC SHELTER PROJECT) 17th JUNE 2009
DESIGN 201 (PRESENTATION-SPA) 19th JUNE 2009
DESIGN 201 (PORTFOLIO) 19th JUNE 2009

[designing]

[modeling]

[calculation]

no mercy!

2009-06-08T05:25:00.004+08:00

"LOYAL"
it's 5.25am now...staying up till morning and keep facing HAZEL(my desktop)...she's so tired cuz i didnt switch it off since 48hours ago..uhh..no..more than that!!! luckly u are a desktop.. my dear..eventhough architecture is 'snatching' our time with no mercy,,,remember..God will repay back every effort that we hv done to reach the success!keep up a good work hazel!!

LOSE

2009-06-04T20:35:00.009+08:00

" this not the end of the journey..and bear in mind,,it never end...."

"LOSE"
**sigh**...urm...i know it kinda sad and cheerless to hear this news..i juz came back from class...and hoping there is gonna be a good news from "her"...i log on The Malaysian Insider (Tuesday, 4th June 2009)...yeah..it was really unexpected and unpredicted!! i guess now i should agree that,,,life is just like a wheel,,sometimes we are on top where we can see the beautiful rainbow is shining with 7colours reflect the atmosphere,,but sometimes we are at the down part where we just can shut our mouth up and eventhough we try to shout it out,,ppl up there won't listen to us...i hope 'she' always strong and never give up...this is not the end of the journey...

babsya!!!

" win a few, lose a few"

NO REGRETS!!

2009-06-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

" LAMENT"

"well....sometimes i wish i can be like those people who can do work non-stop and supererogation and they be able to produce something superfluous and i can say it is superhuman,,,whereas myself,,,I'm just leaning my back like a supine position looking at the blue sky and hoping i can touch the rainbow...if i can do my work in a supersonic speed..i won't be late in any submission..but it just 'dreams of enlightenment' that maybe can build my self-confident..."

"My Lord(God), modestly,this is a supplication from deep inside my heart,,I'm here to make solicitation for something that I desired,humbly and earnestly in my life..."

ameenn...

it's too LATE!!!

2009-06-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

"LATE"

shit! shit! shit! it's too late to submit my project...till this moment i'm not even finish yet!!this is freaking slow and sluggish! huh~~!supposedly, today is my submission for Design 201 (the ocean ensemble-SPA)..and again..same thing that happened last semester it happens to me now!!let's take it back to 6months++ ago...i couldnt submit my Client's House(Marilyn Monroe) Project on time...SOBERLY, this is a serious matter for me...even though i tried to go to Uni juz now,,,i gave up on the way to school...finally decided to return home a.s.a.p~~because IT'S TOO LATE!!! haiz~**sigh**~the next submission will be on 19th June 09..but that is the Presentation Day not marking!! i'm afraid that,,all the lecturers gonna mark today!! and if it is really happen today..i will lose a lotsa marks!!!omg!!
well..at this moment,my center of attention is B.tech!tomorrow is goin to be the submission day for Assignment 3 which is the construction drawing for public toilet...ONCE AGAIN,,,tonight is gonna be a sleepless night as well!!crap!

siesta!!!!! slumber!!!!!!! forty winks!!!!
i need u all damn much!!! at least a nap!!!!

REFRESH MY MIND!!

2009-05-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

erm...yesterday was supposed to be the final submission for DESIGN 201 (the ocean ensemble-SPA)..yes,,as usual,again,i did submit my uncomplete work..i think it just finished 20% out of 100%..tht was really little work!...and today..i decided to change a bit my design..

"CHANGE"

the word 'change' here doesnt mean tht i change the whole concept cuz normally when it comes to the word 'change' i will change the entire concept of my design but for this project i guess there is no more time to make a fully changes..'change' in term of form only!!the concept remains the same... i think new ideas that juz came out from my mind are better and good enough to show my concept...hehe~~really would like to thank to Djah, Roy and Leon cuz they helped me a lot in this project...esspecially to Djah and Roy...u guys are GREAT!!hehe...i hope all the new ideas would help me to produce a better work and a great final product!!but the thing is now,, im thinking whether do i have enough TIME to make it works??? erm~~~

"TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NO MAN"

" there's a race against time to submit this project!"

DON'T STOP CURSING! lmao!

2009-05-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

"CURSING"

haha..this is the funny thing when the day before the submission date...most of the people in my facebook were cursing..this is non-stop ,ppl! I was cursing too,,haha!!hey guys...let them out!! lol~i think maybe for some of my friends,,,that's the way how they release their tension...sometimes it can be a good thing but sometimes it is not...nevertheless, u guys are super GREAT!!this is so brave~~thumbs up! together we struggle to submit everything ON TIME ya!! i wish~~hehe!

**hey guys...sorry for putting ur display name& photo..it just for fun and if u don't like it..i will remove it a.s.a.p...chill!!but..u are always great with those cursing words!!lol~~

the REJECTION is NOT FATAL!

2009-05-23T02:55:00.003+08:00

MY DESIGN AND I WERE REJECTED!!
(the photo above is NOT my design and myself neither...it just an interpretation and expression)

yeah...i don't want to say this word but he forced me to say it! and finally my work and my design have rejected by him!!!!!!!!!!hell yeah,that's the word!

"REJECTION"

..ugghhh!it just very HARD to accept this and this is what just happened to me few days back...this is how the story starts,,,my final project for this sem is about the ocean ensemble project which is we have to design a SPA that located in Kuta Beach, Bali in Indonesia.this task is kinda tough for me,,b'cuz it is bout the analysis of the site,my understanding, the interpretation, and somehow we manage to design a SPA tht only can be built in Bali and no-where-else.the last tutorial session with mr.Najmi was a DISASTER for me...he DIDN'T say "i reject ur work",but the way he looked at it...seemed like "why do u do something like this"..get it?erm..u hv to imagine the situation..then only u can understand this situation too...he messed up my mind!!i'm not in a good mood to continue with my design now..everything jus a MESS!but the point is tht, all wht he said to me during tht tutorial session are RIGHT!i noticed tht my design is soooooo WEAK!it can be built anywhere not just in Bali~

Anyway,,,here i got something to share with u guys bout the REJECTED work..hey hey!!!DON'T STOP READING,,,lets hv a little peep on this thought...i think it is gonna be useful for u guys and yeah even for me!!

HOW TO COPE WITH REJECTION

Well, architecture students and even architects, designers, writers, really-must have thick skin in order to wade through all the rejection designs on the way to literary or artistic success. when u design for a living, u have to accept the fact that some of ur work will be rejected, either by a client, lecturer, architects or a critic. Even after your work has been displayed for all the world to see, someone is going to reject your masterpiece.

They aren't rejecting you!

This is one of the hardest concepts for aspiring designers or architects to grasp. in order to cope with rejection, you must first understand it's YOUR WORK that's been rejected, NOT YOU! Clients, professional Architects, and critics all have a myriad of reasons for rejecting a design or even though it just a proposal, and none of it has anything to do with who you are.

Don't overanalyze the rejection.

One of the tendencies for aspiring designers and architects is to pour over every rejection letter and negative review, searching for some sense of meaning. Even if they don't agree with the rejection, they still want to understand it.

What you'll have to learn to understand is that everyone has different tastes and we all have a right to our opinions. Just because Mr.Faisal, Mr.Harris, Mr.Gary, and Mr.Najmi(all these are my design lecturers) think that your work sucks doesn't mean everyone else feels that way...

While you shouldn't overanalyze, you should take what they say to heart. Did they criticize your characterization?

Don't stop designing!

Each rejection you receive as an aspiring designer will not only be a stepping stone in your career, but should also drive you to design more. Don't take rejection lying down, instead, work to further your skills by taking courses or just designing every day. there is a light at the end of the tunnel and you can forge through the rejection designs and negative reviews.

***this is what i can summarize after i had a little glance on a book that i found in the Campus Library but i don't know whose that book belongs to cuz there is no stamp of LKW's Library on it..Interpersonal Rejection.

the IGNORANCE...

2009-05-20T17:41:00.001+08:00

huh..it almost 2 months i didn't update my blog..really apologize to myself b'cuz of this IGNORANCE...i wanted to hv blog but a good blogger should really CARE about his blog!!!!!!!i had such of busy life lately...my final submission for final project juz around the corner..and even myself couldn't really manage my TIME properly to finish these bunch of projects...uhhh~~busy..busy..busy...keep repeating this word!!!!!!!! argh~~

THAT CLOCK IS TICKING!!! hey,manage ur time properly!!Oh God, please get myself into the right path where i can manage my time properly and consistently!!

blur...

2009-03-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

waa..i had a very nice and long sleep this evening..after the class finished, i went back home and after asar prayer,,i coundnt stand anymore coz i felt soooo tired and i miss my bed badly!!!haha...at least i had some rest but the thing is after i woke up,,i was so blur like a 'child' and until now i didnt do any assignment yet for today,,,very2 blur,,i dunno why..maybe my body still tired coz i slept at 6am yesterday(struggled to submit the 6models)..

sleepy (v_v)

2009-03-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

arghh..sleepy,but there a lot of models that i hv to finish them up,,,ughh!!i juz finished 1 and 5 more to go...besides,,i gotta do a bunch of drwgs for every single model...hate this feeling..streesful~~!

lazy sunday~~!

2009-03-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

waaa....today is sunday...i think sunday is the best day to rest and maybe i would hv a very long sleep..hahaha~~!but actually i got sumtin to do,,,my assignment hs been given since last thursday..and im not even started yet...arggg~~!feel freaking lazy now...

start with a good thing!

2009-02-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

anyway,,,my semester juz started and i feel so exited to meet all my classmates(Djah,leon,fran,roy,chuin yoong,jin shan,yus,dvoon,mun2,wan,naz,syapiq,hui yun,,and some of the friends that i forgot to mention here..errr...cyndy???maybe kot) since we had a semeter holiday for 3months...that 3month seemed very2 long time to go...i was working during that holiday and i really enjoyed it!!!!worked in KFC as a part time cashier was sumting not really stressful but quite tired since my timetable was very2 pack and my routine was juz nothing interesting...when i woke up from sleep i straight away had to prepare to go to KFC...and normally my shift will be end at 12midnight.that was very2 tired and after that i sleep until the next morning...the same thing happend everyday within that 3 months(jus like a recycle wheel).wat makes me sooooo enjoy working there was 'friends'!!!...i get to know with a lot of ppl and they were soooo happy knowing myself(only some of them,,not all).k.Hajar,k.sue,k.dayang,k.ana,ms.mieza,daus,eddy,abg alip and should be forgotten, aunty jarinah...hehhehe...there are some ppl that i hate the most also,,,ms.veronica,azman,and nabeela....i hate these 3 ppl cuz they always cari pasal dgn aku...and they are the freaky ppl ever...hahha~~!

2009-02-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

huh~~!i really wanted to hv a blog but now,,when my blog is already created,,i juz dunno wat am i suppose to write here...haiz~~!it's been 1 and a half month but only 1 buletin has posted...i create this blog only for myself..but i cant let all my problems out from my heart..they are grounded in my heart..huh~~!

can't stand...

2009-01-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

uhh~~!i dunno know how am i feeling right now..my heart is juz like a soo messy and everything is like trying to kill@attact myself from every single of angles...uhh~~!i juz reached home and just finished my shift....working for the whole day was not that easy..tired@become soo moody@hungry are the most familiar words that can describe about myself when i just returned home from work...arghh~~!today was like a mess for me!!!!!!!!!maybe i'm kind of person that take everyhing serious and even that was a simple thing but it does matter for me...i started my shift from 11am yesterday morning and finished at 12am just now..arrgh~~!damn tired and i'm starving like shit right now...uhh~~!that's not big deal cuz i "took" 1burger and i think that could be my supper today...from 11am until 6pm i would say my mood was still 'ok' but after 6pm onward, evrything was trying to mess up myself..i felt soo moody and i did'nt wanna talk with anybody but i have to..uhh~~!she started it up!!what she was saying was completely a shame for me. she said "where the are girls sitting,there is where i am"...do u noe wat,,i do understand the deepest meaning that hidding behind that phase.. i never intended to not talking with some guys there but the thing is there is nothing should we talk about!!!!!!! i have no idea how to start the conversation with them b'coz they are completely different to compare with me.i never said they are too "kampung" cuz i'm kinda "kampung" too but seriously i feel awkward when i sit together with them....arghr...it just very hard to explain as long as i noe that i can't mix around with them and have a very interesting conversation cuz there is nothing we can talk about...after that that was almost 11pm and it was a closing time for KFC24hours to do some cleaning in that restaurant.it is now a time close but to take care and make sure the hygine is under control, we gotta clean up everything that needed only....and 'she' again make me soooooooo annoying on her...she did say something that really does matter for me and she thought it was'nt!!! arghhh,,,whatever!!!!!!! ( 'she' and 'they' are refer to somebodies that i could'nt write here)